MOVED.

http://cupcakes.lah.cc

Ouch.

I hate blogging la. Hate it hate it hate it :/

Urh. Yes. I do. But it somewhat, I don't know. I don't know what to say because I always use the wrong words and convey the wrong message.

HAHA.

I just felt like saying Haha. Haha's performance on Music Bank today was cute in a disgusting manner. I don't know.

Just construe everything I say as a insult, go ahead :) Hrm.

Anyhows;

Met up with Weixin the woman who's also my best friend, yesterday :) Damn stupid we have this unsaid agreement to eat at LJS everytime we meet up because of my bad experience. LOL. Ah, we agreed the coke was expired thus tasted weird -.-" Anyway weird stuff happen when I'm with Weixin all the time :/ Especially at LJS.

Oh I got my stuff from Spotlight! :) Started on the sewing alrd. Aha, yay :) & comics connection was having some 3 for $1 poster promotion thing! So I got 1 Suju, 2 DBSKs :/ The Suju ones were not-very-nice & no Jay I think. & I realised the Suju poster has only 12 people -.- I got a Jay card too since mine are either lost or spoilt =x

My bed is full of stuff & I slept on the floor last night. Ha.

Gathering today was good. Didn't do homework at all. Oh well :) Can't wait for CNY/reunion dinner! Can see all the cousins :)

I need to do hw now. But I must wake up early for Church tmrw! Hmm.

Waking up for band practices is impossible. Totally! Like, I just die on Friday nights because they previous 5 nights = no sleep. I cannot survive with 4-5 hours of sleep? :(

& I feel rly relieved that the tests are over :) May not have done very well for Econs (I think?) but at least I bothered to prepare =x

A for math & I know I passed Chem, which I'm thankful for, & the bare pass in GP. Aha so maybe things aren't so bad anymore? I know I'm in Innova and the standards are not as high so scoring well is no big deal, but I don't care :) Srsly I think our standard isn't that much below the top 5s. Lol =x

Ah; I think I'm going to cease blogging. Still in the quest of buying my Journal. Stuff just, aren't for people to know. Nobody agrees with what you think, hardly, so it upsets the whole balance of everything. Like how, after these few years, I know forever friends hardly exists either. Aha. What the heck.

Complex numbers. Gosh.

Education system? Kapui.

Bad day.

Ms Goh took my phone. Damn dumb please, I hardly even use my phone during lessons anymore. I've already cut down on my number of smses.

& this time I was freaking smsed to remind the class to do their homework. And poof, there goes my phone. Seriously, I should have just ignored the message instead of reading it.

Why must I remind them to do their Chemistry homework?

Piano lesson was hell. I asdfghjkl brokedown during lesson because I couldn't take it. I think I scared the shit out of my teacher. I was like, I don't care about the stupid exam! I never wanted to take it in the first place!

Then after playing abit more (agitatedly) I just couldn't fight back the tears :/ Aha what the heck. You know that feeling where it's as if you're filled up to the throat with tears, you can hardly even breathe properly. Zz.

Srsly I feel.. I don't know. Horrid :( Everything just accumulates. The never ending homework, the tests, the (#%$&*!) expectations. & it leads to bad endings (and new beginnings? Cheesy.)

Talked to Mummy again. I like to talk to her.

& I have a great great Mummy.

Ack

AH I DON'T KNOW HOW TO RESEARCH FOR MY ECONSSSSSSS.

Okay. School.

Zzz.

I love dbsk too. Hah. Now I know what Sandy was saying about Jaejoooooooong :) Lol.

6:02am. Get ready for school :(

我不卖豆腐! (:

茹 rú eat; rubicene (chem.)

HAHA whaaaaaat?! Just so you know, ru is the last err, word of my chinese name. Hah. & it is the name of a chemical.

Asdfghjkl. Maybe I am fated to study Chem, lol.

Okay it's rubbish, I know :/

Two people snapped at me (or sort of), in the past 15 minutes and now I'm irritated :( I wanted to do so much before I go to bed but I guess I don't feel like it anymore.

Man, how do people manage being so... I don't know :(

I think our class has started studying for real? I don't know, but I think it's good :) I hope everybody passes the Chem test :3 I think they will.

Really don't like people who don't care about passing & all. Haha. I don't know why either :/ U grades aren't to be proud of? Hahaha. But who cares, I don't know much of these people anymore. Thank god most of my friends are sane, cos it's hard to study around people who just exclaim "I hate Chem, I hate Math, I hate Econs" :))))) Let's just say, with the class like that, it's easier to study :)

Dang I really need to make a trip down to Plaza Sing asap. Rah I cannot find anybody to go, maybe I'll just go alone. Because I don't know where's the next nearest Spotlight =x

Hmm. GP test was quite okay, but I'm not confident of it. Rah. I still hope I Ace Math & Chem I was hoping for full marks but my hopes of it are dashed :/ Oh well.

Econs! See you at 4am tmrw morning :) I hope I get up! :)

Spotlight spotlight. Australia's largest fabric, craft & home interior superstores. Lol. There's so many things I need to buy :3

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I heard this song on the way back from tuition & found it cute. Lyrics too :)

Nobody, by Sylvia

Sittin' in a restaurant
She walked by
I seemed to recall
That certain look in your eye
I said, who's that
You said, with a smile
Aah, it's nobody
Aah, nobody

Maybe that explains the last two week
You called me up, dead on your feet
Working late again
I asked who with
You said, nobody
Aah, nobody

Well your nobody called today
She hung up when I asked her name
Well, I wonder
Does she think she's being clever
(Clever, ooh, ooh)
You say, nobody's after you
The fact is what you say is true
But I can love you like nobody can
Even better

Late last night we went for a drive
You were miles away
I asked, who's on your mind
You said, nobody (nobody)
Why do you ask
Oh, her again
I could've told you that

We came back home
Got ready for bed
I said to myself
I've got one shot left
Your still mine and I won't stand in line
Behind nobody
Nobody

Well, your nobody called today
She hung up when I asked her name
Well, I wonder does she think she's being clever
(Clever, ohh, ohh)
You say nobody's after you
The fact is what you say is true
But I can love you like nobody can
Even better

Well, your nobody called today
She hung up when I asked her name
Well, I wonder does she think she's being clever
(Clever, ohh, ohh)
You say nobody's after you
The fact is what you say is true
But I can love you like nobody can
Even better...

Pig!

I know I shouldn't be here, I shouldn't be blogging, I shouldn't be slacking.

I should be studying.

But aiyahhhhh, I'm super tired alrd :( I'm pooped & I still have Chemistry to study, assignments to complete. SIGH.

How come in story books, those american teens are only struggling with Calculus & Algebra? They're so easy :3 They don't have to deal with numbers that don't exist.

It's no wonder some people have Imaginary friends, we're taught that (somehow) in school :(

Okok random I know. But I'm gillian, doh. & I'm not random, la. So people shouldn't say I'm random. Although I really miss Meigui & Chunying saying I'm random :(

I miss Anderson. I miss my seat by the door. I miss 4/1.

I don't miss Innova! >:(

Ah okay. Actually ah. I wanted to blog about something. But it slipped my fingertips' minds, so they're just randomly running around the keyboard now. Hoho.

Oh, school ended at 61o today (asdfghjkl!) because of Bio extra lecture :( I reached home at about 745. Big Sigh.

I feel lousy, and tired.

I haven't been blog hopping for really long & I don't intend to. I've only been watching EHB (insert sheepish grin) & looking at cupcake ideas. Mannnnnnn. Where is the love life :/

Ah, I can't stand myself.

I remember now, I wanted to say, the Math test was a great relief :) One down, 3 to go :)

Cupcakes?

Hello I'm back, again.

I was just going through Martha Stewart's web after a failed attempt to study. Ah wait, I did my math TYS and got bored so I gave up.

& Econs just isn't calling out to me to go study it :/ Chemistry, later.

Suddenly the tests next week don't seem so threatening, Econs & GP aside :/ I'm still worried, though.

ANYWAY.

I was reminded of something Germaine asked me last night.

What happened to your Cupcakes? I thought we were going to sell them.
Huh. Do you miss my Cupcakes?
Yes.
Which ones?
The very first batch (Nutella swirls)
Don't you like the Chocolate ones :/
Not really, that's why I gave it 95% mah. I like the Nutella ones.

Hmm. I really haven't been baking :( Argh. But seems like everytime I bake, nobody wants to eat it really, so I kind of don't bake.

Main reason is still that I have no time though. Sigh.

So Martha Stewart's web is sprinkled with Vday recipes & ideas. Wondered if I'd do anything this year, like making stuff for my friends. Doubt so though D: Anybody in for some Vday baking? Haha. The heart cookies, cookie-sandwiches, cakes, cupcakes & eclairs are tempting to bake :/ & the recipe seems to be screaming "I'm not difficult!" at me :/ AHHH. Then again, Bio CA2 on 14feb. Um.... :) No baking.

CNY. Mummy said bake mini-cupcakes on CNY. Yes I will for sure :) I'm already sourcing out where I can get cheap chocolate coins :) I want to go on a baking feast. Wanted to learn Pineapple tarts this year but I guess, next year then! :) I'll bake CNY goodies & go visit my friends. Hahaha.

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When the Alevels are Over.

Back to Martha Stewart :/

Mummy said I'm becoming more domesticated, with my craze over baking & sewing. Pui, I just likeeeeeee :)